41785) I think the worst feeling is when you’re lying in your bed at night and you realize that you’re completely alone in this. That no one, not even your best friend, knows how much you hate your life, and that you cry yourself to sleep all the time. And you know that no one will ever know about because every day you will get up and try to put on a happy face, because you don’t want anyone to know.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
march/10/2012
It’s just frustrating you know? How everyone seems to be so put together and how they all have their moods in check and I don’t.
My mood changes way too drastically.
I’m mean,
I’m distant,
I’m sad,
but then the next day I’m happy,
unbeatable,
loving.
ll of this is just too confusing because I don’t know what to do, or who I can even trust to talk to. I don’t know what to do, I’m waiting for something, I just don’t know what it is yet.
